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"Even Now"

2/20/2018

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Preachers as ordinary as I am are planning funerals for fourteen-year-olds.  So I thought,  join them.​  Treat this service, this scripture, in light of the week their town and our country  are having.​  How are we doing, as a people?  As a country?  ​Overwhelmed with  hopelessness? 

“Overwhelmed with hopelessness” doesn't really preach that well.  I doodled a few pages before remembering no new words are required.  We preach the  same sermon at every funeral – for 94-year-olds and for 14-year-olds:  Jesus died and  rose again, once and for all people, of every time and place. 

Knowing full well how we can be when we are at our worst, the same words hold –  “Jesus died and rose” – for the hopelessness that overwhelms us now.  So that from within all this sadness and horror, we have this one quiet, powerful,  everlasting, deeper-than-deep promise of God:  those children fell straight and gently into  the loving arms of Jesus.  None of which relieves us, who call ourselves God's people, of  our collective duty, our shared responsibility, to follow Jesus where and as he leads, to  follow his mandate of radical hospitality to welcome and include the people on whom  the rest of the world has given up. 

How does a 19-year-old boy get so lost in an ordinary American town that killing seems a  reasonable thing to do?  What if someone had made the effort to love him well?  What if  a church had loved him well?  People like us – people not in the very midst of the crisis  and where the pain is terrible but not personal – can take this moment to pull the camera  back for a wider view.  Kids die every day of human greed and violence.  They are shot  and sold and starved like animals, usually for money.  Usually so somebody somewhere  can get a little bit richer. 

And by that same wide lens, there we are as well – waking up each day to call ourselves  God's own.  Christian.  Gathering to call ourselves ​the church. ​ Each new day a brand new  day to take one person's – one congregation's – measure of responsibility for tending the  brokenness that leads to the evil, that results in the horror, of weeks like these this side 
of Heaven.  And however hopeless we ​feel, friends:  We. Are. Not.  However hopeless a  situation appears:  It. Is. Not.  Because God is at work. 

In our text today, we've come to Jesus' last sign in the gospel of John.  His ​point of no  return, if you will.  He raises Lazarus from the dead, and his enemies commit to his  assassination.  At the end of John, chapter 11, the Passion of Christ is in motion. 

Lazarus was Mary and Martha's brother.  We know these three were a household.  Maybe it was just the three of them, or maybe they also had spouses or kids.  Households  can end up in all kinds of arrangements.  We know Mary, Martha and Lazarus were  Jesus' chosen family, if you will.  Theirs was the house to which he retreated.  They were  the people with whom he could ​chill out​ – be ​off the clock​ for a while.  We also know that  their house was the last place Jesus got any rest, or was treated with any gentleness, any  real human kindness, before his arrest, torture and crucifixion. 

So it makes sense to me that, when Lazarus was so sick he might die, Mary and Martha  sent for Jesus right away.  Assumed he'd drop whatever to get there.  Everything they  know of him bolsters this assumption.  ​"We've seen him do more for people he loves less.  Of course he will come." ​ This is faith.  Utter confidence in what God will do.  ​Of course  he'll come.  Except he didn't.

Readers of the text get a special view, a split screen of sorts:  Mary and  Martha in one frame planning their brother's funeral; Jesus sketching out his plan for the  human race in the other.  We get a theological window Mary and Martha do not.  ​Jesus  isn't ignoring them – ​he has a plan!  He has a​ good​ reason for not answering their prayers.  “This illness does not lead to death; rather it is for God’s glory, so that the Son of God may  be glorified through it.”  Blah, blah, blah, like Charlie Brown's teacher talking. 

Nothing anyone wants to hear  when their brother is dying.  When they are terrified.  When they know God could good  and well fix this, if God wanted to.  They don't want a theological window – they want  their brother.  They want this horror not to be happening.  Grief will do that to a person:  make us ask for the unreasonable, the irrational.  Grief is like severe sleep deprivation.  After a while nothing makes any sense, but you're too tired to care anyway,  
so . . .  whatever. 

Finally Jesus does arrive.  Lazarus has been dead four days.  Four days is a long time to be dead in a desert climate where embalming is not a thing.  My golden retriever once had a pet squirrel carcass that he played with in our backyard  every day for more than a week.  When I called him to come inside he'd hurry up and  rebury it. 

Once the dog started smelling like the carcass I made Ben (my son) watch  where Cody hid it, to get rid of it once and for all.  He carried it to the creek and tossed it  in.  Cody then had a wet pet squirrel carcass – which Ben then tracked down and told no  one what he did with it. 

John wants us to know that Lazarus is really and truly, all the way, nasty dead.  Buried in  a tomb, John says.  Don't think “roomy cave."  Think MRI machine.  I have to have MRI's  of my brain every few years.  They put an IV in my arm, earplugs in my ears, a white  washcloth over my eyes; they bolt my head to a very skinny table, then slide me into a  tube barely bigger than the table and me.  Then, hilariously, they tell me to stay perfectly  still – which is harder than you would think, because I start twitching. 

I wonder if Lazarus started twitching when he heard Jesus' voice.  I wonder if Jesus  sounded close up, like a voice in his head, or far away like the radiologist.  I wonder if  Lazarus was afraid.  I wonder if he smelled terrible to himself.  I wonder if it was hard to  crawl out with his arms and legs still bound up in linen.  And folks thought Jesus rubbing  spit mud on a blind man was something.  The very people seeing Lazarus wiggling out of  that hole are themselves struggling – to believe.  Then Jesus says ​Unbind him.

Only about a hundred sermons in those two words in which  Jesus does the heavy lifting – resurrection!  – then calls his people to do the rest:  bring  the reborn person home again and nurse him back to strength, back to community, back  to hope, back to faith.  But let's back up, back to when Jesus finally shows up in Bethany.  Shows his face to  Mary and Martha – his best friends, remember – who cannot imagine why he is so  phenomenally late. 

I want to offer Mary and Martha as two ways faith gets humanly  embodied at times of overwhelming hopelessness.  The difference between the two ways  of faith are nuanced, and yet profound in their functional difference.  Each determines  the course of life for the believer, the course of life together for a community – and the  quality of life for those touched by such a community.  Only one, however, leads from life to life to more life.  And thus, only one is ​gospel faith. 

One way of faith – what I'm calling ​If-Only faith – is embodied by ​both​ Mary and Martha.  If only you had been here, Lord, our brother wouldn't have died. 
     ❖ Faith rooted in the idea (where did we get this idea?) that what God had done for  others God will do for us.  ​God made a blind man see; could he not have healed their  brother? 
​     ❖ Faith that assumes that what we have seen and heard is all there is to see and  hear – of God, of God's mercy and goodness and generosity and grace, that what  we haven't seen ourselves God can't or will not do. 
     ❖ Faith that flows inevitably to disappointment when God does not respond in the  way that we expect, and so we assume God has not responded at all.  Is that what it means to make God in our image?  To confine God to the limits of  imagination?  If we cannot think it, God cannot do it. 

The sisters have never known that  a four-day-old dead body could rise.  ​If only you had been here, they lament, because they  haven’t the faith to pray anything else.  They cannot get outside of their own heads and hearts.  When Mary gets to Jesus, she  says the same:  ​If only you had been here, Lord; if only you would do for us what you did  for others; don't you love us, Lord?  How come for them and not for us, Lord? 

Martha has a second sentence though, and that other, gospel kind of, faith:  ​Even-Now  faith.  “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.  But even now I  know that God will give you whatever you ask of him."  She tacks on ​even now, this  nuanced, altogether other kind of faith. 

I can't imagine Martha knew what she was asking.  Had Jesus asked her what she  wanted, I expect she might have said, ​"Not this.  I want this not to be happening." ​ She's  the one who questions opening the grave, for how bad it was going to smell.  She believes in the future resurrection of the dead.  She believes he is the Messiah.  And still, she  doesn't see this coming. 

She fetches Mary.  They go through the conversation again.  Jesus cried – another twenty sermons in that verse.  One little tiny one here:  he is about  to watch a crowd of people see a dead man walking for the first time in history and it not  change them a lick.  That’s worth crying over. 

He cried.  He prayed.  Then he yelled, “Lazarus, wake up and come out of the grave!"  I  picture it like a grown man being born from the side of a hill.  Only there's no midwife to  help pull him out.  I picture it taking awhile, with lots of scratching and grunting and  dust, while a crowd of people gets more and more twitchy and nervous, trying to make  sense of what they are looking at. 

If she'd known what Jesus was about to do, Martha  would have torn the rock away herself.  But I don't think she did.  I don’t think she knew what she was saying when she said,  “even now I know that God will give you whatever you ask of him."  Those were just the  only words she had for what she couldn't see but suspected in her heart of hearts,  because of having been so near him for months and months and months. 

That knowing  him germinated in her the sense, the faith, that more was going on here than could be  seen and heard, and that he could be trusted even now, even in the darkest, scariest,  saddest moments.  Moments for which she had no words, just the urge to ask and trust  that she didn't have to know precisely what God might do to believe that God cared about  them, about what was happening to them, and that God would do what God deemed best. 

Friends, this is not a story of resuscitation.  Lazarus didn't stop breathing for a few  seconds.  This is a four-day-old corpse.  Of course his opponents didn't believe for a  second Jesus really did it.  They believed he had convinced others he'd done it.  Which  made him all the more dangerous to the order of things.  What if death has no sting?  What if the threat of death has no power over the people whose bodies the Empire needs  to control? 

Curing blindness is one thing.  This, however, is positively intolerable.  Resurrection is not good news all around, friends.  Folks who don't fear death, for whom  the threat of death contains no sting, really muck up the wheels of economic  imperialism, not to mention social, political and religious control of the masses.  Currency loses its value really quickly.  This Mary is the same one who will dump out an  entire jar of expensive perfume (a working person's wages for a whole year – $35-$100K,  by today’s measure) to anoint Jesus for his burial. 

Even-Now​ faith includes all the same grief and anguish, of course.  Martha was as  heartbroken as Mary.  But she was not hopeless.  She was not overwhelmed in the face of  the unknown, because knowing Jesus was enough.  His nearness, her history with him,  his love for her gave her cause enough to say some words of faith she herself did not  quite understand:  ​Even now I know. 

Have any of you a story of receiving from the Lord what you'd have never known to ask  for?  Solutions and resolutions to situations that, had they turned out as YOU hoped,  would have turned out far worse than what God chose to do?  Amen?  Anybody ever screwed a situation up or made it even worse, because you couldn’t leave  well enough alone; could not keep your mouth closed?  your hands to yourself?  Amen? 

As an “extremely helpful person” myself, it can be a hard lesson – this ​even now ​ strain of 
faith.  All it really asks of us is patience – waiting to see what God will do in situations  where we can do nothing.  Discernment matters, of course, and courage.  And humility.  And patience.  But  overwhelming hopelessness is for folks who don't know better, who don't believe better,  who imagine God can't do something we never saw God do yet. 

Is that who Jesus taught  us to be?  Is that who Jesus has called us to be?  I think not.  Friends, if the people of the living Christ give in to overwhelming hopelessness, this  world is ​done for.  No wonder the Lord weeps.  But we are not them.  We are Christ's own people and church.  Death itself is what's ​done  for​ – along with the heavy lifting there.  We've only to live out this life in hope and  courage. 

I'll end with this prayer by Thomas Merton.  He sums up ​Even-Now faith pretty well.  I  expect you've heard it.  You are now going to hear it again.  Let’s pray. 

"My Lord God, I have no idea where I'm going.  I do not see the road ahead of me.  I cannot  know for certain where it will end.  Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I  am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so.  But I believe that the  desire to please you does in fact please you.  And I hope I have that desire in all that I am  doing.  I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire.  And I know that if I do  this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it.  Therefore, I  will trust you always; though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death, I will not  fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone." ​ Amen.

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