Pastor Annette's Blog
"OF ALL THE THINGS GOD HAS SHOWN ME, I CAN SPEAK BUT A LITTLE WORD NOT MORE THAN A HONEYBEE CAN CARRY AWAY ON ITS FOOT FROM AN OVERFLOWING JAR."
~ MECHTHILD OF MAGDEBURG, 13TH CENTURY MYSTIC |
"OF ALL THE THINGS GOD HAS SHOWN ME, I CAN SPEAK BUT A LITTLE WORD NOT MORE THAN A HONEYBEE CAN CARRY AWAY ON ITS FOOT FROM AN OVERFLOWING JAR."
~ MECHTHILD OF MAGDEBURG, 13TH CENTURY MYSTIC |
Beloved:
As it happens, I’ve begun reading Erik Larson’s new book, The Splendid and the Vile, about the London blitz in the fall of 1940 when London and other parts of England were bombed continuously for months. People who lost their houses lived crowded together in underground shelters without electricity or plumbing – continuously for months. They endured all manner of shortages and hardship – continuously for months. They fully expected to be invaded by a ground army more powerful than their own – continuously for months. Suffice it to say, the book provides both some perspective and some hope. Perspective, in that nothing I endure these days so far qualifies as hardship. I have water, electricity and way too much internet.* My wardrobe is best described as minimalist. Except for my yard clogs a few times a day, I no longer wear shoes. I shower and change from pajamas into clean pajamas once a day. Three times a week I put on make-up and Zoom clothes then change back into my jammies.** I have more than enough to eat as the kitchen works over-time and nobody eats out ever. And the housekeeper is but a memory, so we all have plenty of extra chores to do as well. We are not suffering. This is not hardship. At least not yet. Hope is found in the reality that unlike a city bombed incessantly, we can protect ourselves and one another. This virus is more persistent and more patient than any human army. We will defeat it by being more persistent and patient still. The most faithful and the most care-full we can be is to do the only thing the scientists know to tell us now: stay home, stay separated from each other, wash our hands often and for twenty seconds at a time. Staying home can feel like doing nothing, but it is everything that matters now. In terms of faith, remember Jesus speaking to his disciples in John 15: My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. The lives we lay down now are not these mortal bodies but the lives of busyness and everyday activity. Jesus never promised what shape this obedience might take. We probably didn’t imagine it would be homeschooling or pre-recorded worship services. But here we are, invited to this obedience all the same. I pray that whatever shape sequestering has taken for you today, you can find some joy therein. ~peace & prayers, pastor annette * I now know way too much about America’s big cat community. ** Zoom clothes are outfits that are professional from the waist up, pajamas from the waist down. Two church projects you can help with this week:
Stone Belt Arc Needs Your Help! Looking for ways to help out your community while social distancing? Visit http://ow.ly/qZnA50yQb0c VIRTUAL BUDDIES We are in need of volunteers who are willing to be Virtual Buddies. If you are interested in connecting with someone on video conference or via phone call, please contact: Rev. Sarah McKenney at [email protected]. OTHER NEEDS Stone Belt needs gift cards to grocery stores, healthy snacks, hygienic supplies, board games, DVDs (movies & television), craft supplies, video game consoles, etc. And we have a handy drop-off box located near the entrance at Stone Belt, 2815 E Tenth Street in Bloomington. You can also have things mailed. And there is a donation button on the link above. Donate & become part of the Stone Belt Buddies Brigade today!
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Does good faith demand first mention of the crisis or am I allowed to begin with my garden full of blue birds, bluer and fuller than I remember either ever being before? My brain has ceased its spinning and finally I can sleep, now it’s my arms that ache with needing something necessary to do. stay and wait . . . be still and know . . . . like the bluebirds, I suppose. March 24, 2020
Beloved: Every morning I wake up and I wonder for a moment if I dreamed it. Nope. We really are all staying put and doing our lives the best we can from inside our respective houses. Once I’m up, the day goes by faster than I expect, possibly because I’m not homeschooling little kids. I do some work, cook some food, take the dogs in/out fourteen times, read, sew and wash my hands. I also try to get outside, if only in my yard, where spring is positively exploding. I pray the days are settling into a kind of rhythm for you and yours and that you are able to connect with friends and family elsewhere via what technology you have. I got a real letter with a stamp from my seven-year-old niece, which means I’ve got correspondence piling up. A treat unto itself! Don’t forget to check on one another and to pray for those who are sick. I miss you oodles and look forward to staying in touch as we are able. See below for news about online church events and changes regarding the state-wide order to stay home issued on March 23rd. ~ peace & prayers, pastor annette
The church building will not be open on Sunday mornings, but people with wi-fi-enabled devices can access the church wi-fi from the parking lot and are welcome to do so. Life Together Live ~ Twice a week Pastor Annette will host live church gatherings online. Zoom meetings are easy-peasy, and you don’t have to sign up for anything to participate. Just contact our church administrator ([email protected]) to receive the appropriate link. Pass the Peace of Christ ~ Welcome * Conversation * Reading * Prayer Sunday Afternoons, 4-4:45 PM Bible Chat ~ * Prayer & Discussion of the Coming Sunday’s Bible Text Thursday mornings, 11AM-12PM The Lenten Reading Group will also meet on the previously arranged dates, at these slightly adjusted times. March 29th, 5:15~6:30 pm April 5th, 5:15~6:30 pm April 14th, 6:30~7:45 pm P.S. It’s not too late to join. E-mail the church office at [email protected] for an online copy of the text, The Journals of John Woolman, and start reading! * Continue checking your e-mail and/or the church website (ubcbloomington.org) regularly for updates about church programming and church family news. * Please e-mail or call the church with your own family news and to let us know if you are ill or need help. March 17, 2020
Beloved: What does good faith require in the midst of a global pandemic? Such questions are not on every person’s mind right now but hopefully on ours. How do we do faith? How do we do church? Faith first: each one praying for peace and discernment in the midst of fear and of too much information is first every day, but especially in times of trouble. Before we can make good plans we must be able to think and act in peace instead of fear, in the terms of our faith instead of news cycle overload. My own morning prayers are backlit by another Southern Indiana springtime, glorious and yet so ordinary. Lilac buds are on and daffodils in the woods are opening. My three-year-old hens are meeting the egg quotas of a much younger flock. A pair of house finches on my window sill, not two feet from my face, are discussing something earnestly, where to find their lunch maybe. All this springtime business-as-usual reminds me I have a choice: to tune my heart to their tempo, ground myself in the goodness and the grace of springtime bursting forth in this time and place, or give in to anxiety over a hundred things that haven’t happened yet. How do we do faith in these troubling times? By being here now. By doing what needs doing here and now. Which answers the second question too: how do we do church in these troubling times? Be here, now. Do what needs doing here, now. The latest best reports from the Center for Disease Control predict no decline in transmission until an effective vaccine is delivered, several months from now. Therefore, to that end our Life Together as we’ve known it will be different for awhile. We won’t meet in a large group for Sunday morning worship for many weeks most likely. Until then the necessary precautions against transmission simply must stay in place, and we will do our part as church. If communities and countries everywhere will exercise the necessary patience and endurance, the number of people who get sick will be kept low enough that everyone gets good care. But we cannot confuse low transmission with eradication, so the need for endurance cannot be overstated. It turns out that the very constructs of our faith are what this crisis most demands: patience, courage and endurance. To that end, I am thinking prayerfully and carefully about what our life together shall look like in the coming weeks as we forgo our usual meetings and meals together. The two things we shall not give up are staying connected to one another and serving our community through the crisis. How they shall take shape largely depends on how God leads each of us, but I will have some more organized suggestions soon. For now, here’s what I have to share:
This is the time for which we pray to be faithful, friends, when we don’t have to figure out what to give up for Lent, but how to bear through the weeks of Lent with confidence that the God who brought us this far isn’t going to leave us now. Keep the faith. Reach out to somebody else today in grace and service. And for heaven’s sake, go outside so as not to miss the glory of this beautiful early spring day. March 10, 2020
Beloved: Like everyone else, I’m following the news about the coronavirus epidemic. Like my colleagues, I’m thinking about the appropriate ministry response and responsibility in the midst of the crisis. Some pastors wear surgical gloves to serve communion. South Korean churches have cancelled services altogether and are posting sermons online instead. Reading the public health information available right now and revisiting our own mission statement,* I’ve concluded that for the time being, the UBC response plan shall be:
~peace & prayers, pastor annette * UBC exists to share the gospel message of the love and grace of Jesus Christ with our community and the world through worship, service, and discipleship.
All the news is noise and chaos, but not one thing told is new. When I shift my gaze just slightly, I see winter passing swiftly as a thought. The forest outside of my house is full of singing birds now. They land on my deck flowerpots to pick through last year’s leftovers, choosing twigs for their new nests. I save up bits of yarn to leave them and hunt for later when I look up in the trees. Once I saw a strip of dried-up duct tape woven to look like silver brickwork.
The seasons turn and I feel older; older and deeply beholden to the One who allows me another turning of the light. Another Holy Season to reconsider what to keep and what to let go. I’m letting go of worry, especially about whether I am getting enough done, which is actually just cover for “do other people think I am getting enough done?” — which is actually cover for my insecurity and doubt. I’m keeping joy -- the joy of having work that matters, that I enjoy doing, with awesome people who are not in fact judging me. I am keeping that joy by working enough but not exhausting myself or others. I am keeping the joy by resting, by eating kindly, moving kindly and seeking the beauty only found in a southern Indiana late winter season. Keeping joy when I am so tempted to worry and fret is a fundamental exercise of faith for me, and I suspect for others too. If you haven’t come upon a particular Lenten practice yet, I invite you join me in it. |
I write a Tuesday morning devotional to members and friends of UBC. It is also posted here.
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